Well, that's a real bummer, dude. I mean, I've read the story, and I honestly appreciated it, like many other readers. What makes you say your writing was bad ? Don't cry over how better than you some others are : you'll always find some to be more this or more that. And so what ? You still have some followers, some fans. Just look at the comment section of your story : what is that bad ? No, it wasn't.
Take whatever time you want to make yourself ready and willing again, but please, please, don't let this go to waste.
Fear not, for I have reacquired my motivation to continue the story! I've finally realized that my mental anguish was just very bad jealousy (over others) in disguise, and in no way does others' successes diminish my own!
Omf I'm absolutely sorry to ask you this but....do you take requests? (god I sound like a newb. Whoops I actually joined only a few weeks ago) It's just that when I saw your art I kinda flipped out from how much skill you have. Again, I'm sorry to ask. I don't usually do this.